在本論文中筆者要探討本人之油畫創作，它是基於本人內心的負面情緒，創作動機則是心中之畏懼的事物。為了深入探討，筆者採用了「品質思考法」與「行動研究法」。以「品質思考法」筆者思考作品之問題及其解答；在「行動研究法」中，筆者反思實際創作之過程及其問題所在。本研究結果如下：一、筆者了解引發自己負面情緒的原因，及找到解除生活中恐懼之方式，將負面情緒轉為正向創作動力，轉為藝術創作並得到未來持續可創作的方向。二、在探討作品與藝術理論之關聯中，讓筆者之創作更加純熟。 In my paper I would like to research my art works of oil paintings which depend on my negative emotions, and the the motivation of my creation which bases on the things I fear. The methods for my paper are two: method of quality and of action, by the one I think the problems and its solutions in my works; by the later I try to make a reflexion on the process of actual creation and its problems. The results from my paper are followings: 1. I understand the cause of my negative emotions and find a way through which I can resolve the problems caused by the emotions and return it to something positive, even to arts, and can direct a way how to make creations. 2. In the research of the combination between works and its theories I become more mature for my creation.
