本研究以多元的質性研究方法，期望瞭解一位多次自殺者的自殺經驗，研究的目的希望能：1.藉由整理歷來自殺學研究的理論發展，找出更能接近自殺者主觀經驗的研究方法。2.透過自殺行動的生還者的敘說，瞭解自殺經驗的始末。3.瞭解自殺者的動機、目的及感受。4.行動不成功所造成的影響，包含外在因素如身體及人際方面的影響，以及心理及態度的改變。5.自殺者如何解讀自己的自殺經驗。 本研究以訪談作為主要資料蒐集的來源，採用三種方法分析文本：解釋性現象學分析、現象學方法、以及生命史法。研究的結果發現，生命缺乏意義感以及情緒低落是造成自殺的遠因，而情緒的起伏狀態則是觸發自殺事件的重要關鍵因素。另外多次自殺者和單次自殺者有非常大的差異，在瞭解自殺現象時脈絡情境的重要性不容忽視。 研究的建議方面，希望本研究所採用的多元方法能夠提供另一種新的解讀自殺現象的方式，並且開展結合不同領域觀點來瞭解一個事件的研究取向。 This study explored the suicidal experiences of a multi-attempt suicide survivor by using multi-quality research method. The aim of this study are: 1.find out the research method that can be closer to the subject experience of a suicidal survivor by reviewing the history of the suicide theory, 2.investigated the whole experience via a survivor’s narrative, 3.investigated the motivation, goal, and feelings of an survivor, 4. the effects of failing of the suicide attempt, including the external factors like in physical and interrelationship, and the changes in minds and attitudes, and 5. how a survivor view her suicide experience. This study collected data by interviewing, then analyzed data by using three approaches: interpretative phenomenological analysis, phenomenology, and life history. The result showed that the factors are lack of meaning in life and low mood. The key factor to trigger the action is the mood fluctuation. Otherwise, there is a big difference between the multi-attempt suicide and the single one. It cannot be ignored while understanding the texture of suicide phenomenon. These finding might suggest a new approach, which is muti-approaches to understand suicide phenomenon, and develop an approach that combines different regions to understand an event.
