| 摘要: | 本研究運用自我敘說，採取拉波夫·威廉的敘事結構分析方法，探討隱喻進入生命前、中、後的三個階段，與隱喻互動的歷程及隱喻之演化，再探究隱喻的影響與變化，最後找到我的核心隱喻。研究結論如下： 在我的成長歷程中，我以「拯救者」、「無根的浮萍」與「灰姑娘」的隱喻在生活，並引發一連串依循這些隱喻而產生之行動序列及自我評價，而形成「拯救者的坑洞」、「小媳婦」、「黑洞」、「心裡的家人」的隱喻。 我的隱喻皆依循「認知─動機─滿足感、成就感和愉悅感」三要素的循環過程，增強隱喻彼此間信念與行為的連結，使之互相影響，而最終它們手牽著手，一個帶著一個，慢慢回到心裡的家，讓我那分離、散落的內在能逐漸回歸整體，並漸漸跳脫依循早期隱喻生活的樣態與行為模式，重新轉化、綻放新生。 隱喻能讓我以安全的距離、有趣的角度，重新覺察與認識自我，有助於情緒之探索、覺察、表達與穩定，促進、增強並理解信念及行為之改變，提供了自我對話空間，對後續生活仍有持續且建設性的影響。 我享受生命中相遇的一切，允許所有的經歷，漸漸對生命發自內心的喜悅。當這份喜悅融入我的身心，我感受到內心一片歡騰，心跳溫熱快活，我所有的內在便一起回到心裡的家。故可知，我的核心隱喻是「如其所是的Joy」。 最後，我依據研究結論形成研究反思與建議。
This study uses self-narration and Labov William's narrative structure analysis method to explore the three stages of metaphor entering life before, during and after life, the process of interaction with metaphor and the evolution of metaphor, and then explore the influence and change of metaphor, and finally find my core metaphor.The findings of the study are as follows: Growing up in my life, I lived as a metaphor for ”the savior”, ”rootless duckweed” and ”Cinderella”, and triggered a series of sequences of actions and self-evaluations that followed these metaphors, forming the metaphors of ”the savior's pit”, ”little daughter-in-law”, ”black hole”, and ”family in my heart”. My metaphors all follow the cyclical process of the three elements of ”cognition-motivation-satisfaction, fulfillment and pleasure”, strengthening the connection between the metaphors and their beliefs and behaviors, so that they affect each other, and finally they hold hands, one by one, and slowly return to the home in my heart, so that my separated and scattered inner energy gradually returns to the whole, and gradually jumps out of the pattern and behavior pattern of following the earlier metaphorical life, re-transforming and blooming. Metaphor allows me to re-perceive and understand myself from a safe distance and an interesting perspective, contributes to the exploration, awareness, expression and stabilization of emotions, promotes, enhances and understands changes in beliefs and behaviors, provides a space for self-dialogue, and still has a continuous and constructive impact on subsequent life. I enjoyed everything I met in my life, allowed all the experiences, and gradually developed a heartfelt joy for life. When this joy melted into my body and mind, I felt a burst of joy in my heart, my heart beat warm and happy, and all my inner beings returned to my heart home together. So my core metaphor is ”Joy as it is.” Finally, I form research reflections and suggestions based on the research conclusions. |
