筆者之經驗世界乃本論文之研究題材。油畫創作涉及到筆者之生活歷史，它發生在影子與大地中，故本論文命名為“影子大地－我思我所念”。藉由影子與大地反思自己之創作及歷程，發掘出其意涵，由此靜觀於自我生命之追憶。筆者以圖片、畫作等訴說自己的故事，其中分為兩個層次，即：1. 論述，進行省思與修正；2. 同時進行對結構主軸之分析，顯示本人心中之默會之知。以行動研究法的「行動-省思-覺察」的精神捕捉自我之油畫創作內涵之現象與詮釋。藉著本人之創作，可達到三項目的：a. 透過創作表現技法；b. 藉由創作表達自我、內在意識及情感；c. 透過藝術創作，使更能接納自我，並在自我接納中發掘藝術創作。 The material of thesis of my paper is my experience in the world, my life and history occure in the shadow and land and so my paper can be named as “shadowlands－I think,I miss.”through which I can make a reflexion on the action of my creation and on its courses, find its meaning and make a meditation on my life. I tell my story by pictures and works which can be divided into two: 1. demonstration, reflexion and correction of my paper; 2. analysis on the main construction of the paper, exploration of the know of my tacit. I try to explain the content of my art works by mean of the named method of action to research; action – reflexion and know. By this creation of art I think that I can finish three purposes: a. to show the technique by creation; b. to show my ego, my feelings and inner consciousness; c. to accept my self and discover the creation of art in such acception.
